Hi everyone.
Sorry for not updating as of late, I do apologize for being absent over the past few days. Unfortunately, my “drive” to blog in a humorous way has kind of went “wayside” after receiving the most recent news of my sister Linda’s condition (ie: her fight with cancer). As some of you already know she was diagnosed with cancer shortly before this past Christmas and just the news alone was a major shock (and blow) to the entire family. However, the blow has now hit even harder when we learned (this past Friday) that her cancer has spread and has become more aggressive than originally first thought. We knew that her cancer was considered a “bad case” but, maybe because we didn’t want to believe or accept it, we didn’t know just “how” bad so we’ve been holding on to hope (as I imagine most others in our position would) for the past few months. The news she (and the rest of the family) received just days ago was (and still is) news that we are having a very difficult time dealing with, which is the reason for my not updating my blog for the past while (it’s hard to be humorous when you feel like your life has just been turned upside down in a heartbeat). Of course, we cannot say “for sure” what the outcome will be but, from what the doctors have said, there is no longer any hope left and nothing more they can do. Granted, she does start chemotherapy treatments on June 8th but this is simply to try and prolong her life…not save it! Supposedly, there is no “saving it” (regardless of what they, the doctors, do) and having this news confirmed for us has been far to much for us to deal with at this time. Needless to say, it is hard for me to even concentrate on updating my blog when all I can do is think about what my sister is going through. I hate to even mention a “timeline” but, truth is, the doctors figure she has maybe 6 months (without chemo) and, possibly, 18 months (with chemo). Naturally, none of those guess-timates are something we want to hear and having to accept them is even harder in itself.
Anyway, I did want to keep you all updated as to “where I have been” as of late so that you didn’t just assume I’ve fallen of the face of the Earth or something. Right now, I could care less about my blog ratings going downhill (and sure enough, I notice they most certainly have, lol) or not receiving votes on my blog because, honestly, my sister is FAR MORE important to me than my blog is any ol’ day of the week so I will be putting her first…no matter what! This is not to say I won’t be back (I most certainly will be) this is just to say that I likely won’t be back each and everyday and, even when I am here to post, I may not exactly be “humorous” with each and every post I make (although I’ll still give it my best effort). Sorry, it just somehow seems wrong for me to laugh and joke around while my sister is suffering so much and, for reasons of my own, I guess you could say I would feel guilty for doing so. For the time being, my family and I are going to suffer right alongside her so chances are you won’t be seeing me here posting everyday in the way that I would like to be. However, for those of you who would like to keep in contact with me outside of the blogging world, you are free to find me on Facebook if you would like to do so (I go by Tara D. Anderson there). If you’re not sure which Tara D. Anderson I am, I am the one that has: Tina Bursdzius, Rita Smith, Linda E. Falconer and Anita Bowers on my friends’ list (those are my sisters). If you still have trouble finding me, feel free to reach me through here instead by posting a comment and letting me know as I’ll still be checking back here frequently to see what’s going on with everyone. Oh, but…..if you “do” decide to connect with me on Facebook I do ask a favor of you; “PLEASE” don’t mention my blog nor mention anything about Linda’s condition (on Facebook) because she (Linda) also has a Facebook account and the last thing I want is for her to keep seeing “reminders” about her health popping up all over the place. Of course, this means anything I write about her here on my blog, too, which is my reason for keeping my blog a “secret” from her. While on Facebook, my sisters, brother (and everyone else on my list) try to act as “normal” as possible (ie: act silly, goofy, etc) just in case Linda happens to read anything we’ve written (we want her to feel at least some sense of ”normalcy” as well). I hope that makes sense to all of you and that you can all understand what I’m trying to say.
Okay, that is my update for today. I will try to get back in again shortly but, at this time, I can’t make any promises as to “when” exactly that will be as I have no clue as to what’s going to be happening from one day to the next, I only know that it’s not going to be easy.
Thank you for listening, everyone, I hope you all have a super week.
HUGS!
Tara



































